I scream aloud,
But no one hears a sound.
No one can hear what i say,
No one sees life my way.
A desire to carve my own road,
To silently unlock the code,
Read my mind's every word,
Fly away like a bird.
How it is to have a wing,
I want to feel everything.
Walk a mile in the rain,
Live life like there is no pain.
I want to show that i really do care,
My deepest emotions i want to share,
Dissolve boundaries, break walls,
Reach out anytime someone calls,
Without expectations,wanting to give,
Make a painting of the life that i want to live.
I often spend hours thinking,
What i feel, i write.
Its simple contemplation,
To differentiate between wrong and right.
It makes me want to taunt myself,
At my self-created plight,
Of varying life's colours,
Sometimes i see red, sometimes white.
I dream all day,
I dream all night,
But what I'm looking for,
Is simply nowhere in sight.
A past to cherish,
An attempt to make the future bright,
Whilst groping in the dark,
All i ask for, is some light.